Whale Sex

I cried. I cried on the bus.. in front of my girlfriend. Oh my god, so shame! I don’t even know where it came from. She looked at me and asked if I was alright and that kinda triggered it. I said yes but I felt the tears coming before she even asked me. I guess it’s just all the shit going on, idk. I was already stressed from tutoring, I need to prepare for my math test tomorrow, I still need to catch up on a lot of stuff, too many projects, I knew my girlfriend would say something about her coming to tutoring with me, my friend keeps hitting on me, my girlfriend is getting jealous, I’m getting jealous, my family is annoying, my brother needs to shut up, I go to school with a bunch of stupid pricks, I’m ending my period, and everyone seems to be on my ass right now. You know what, I shouldn’t even be complaining. I’m fine. I shouldn’t have cried, I’m stronger than that. So much stronger. Like really, what are tears?

Anyways, she thinks I’m gonna cheat with *****. Why? Why would I do that? I told her I don’t like fooling around like that. It’s fucking stupid and has no point. I would never let anyone steal me away from her. She just needs to trust me. Today we made four months. I’m planning on spending so much more with her and I really don’t think I could live without her. I love her. Simple as that. She’s mine and I’m her’s and that all that matters. No one will get in the way of our relationship.